what i do is always wrong. i dont know why. people are picking at me. they say things which hurt me, in my face. i really dont understand.. they might be kidding. well, i can take jokes but who knows they might not be kidding.

i used t get bullied when i was young. they pushed me, laughed at me and doing all kinda things that hurt me. i didnt tell my parents as i dont wish things t get worst. i kept so quiet.

im always the last one. Being pushed t the back. everything was thrown t me. i tried t be friendly, i tried t be nice but wad i got back was just bullshit. i thought everytime u tried t do things nice and wad u got back is you know, something good. yes, i thought 'wrongly'.

i dont know. i think too much i guess. sigh
my sweet sixteen is coming. will it be wonderful? :/
results date is coming. will i be able t go up?
if not, whats my fucking plans?

if i were t choose, i rather remain in my childhood.
Even though i always got bullied but at least i wont be thinking so much like now.

this is hopeless. this is sucky.

ROAR. this is getting so irritating. RAHHHHHHH. i thought things are getting betterrrrrr
but its NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!

WHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????!!!!!

its just a look and he turns away.




awayy... and never look back.

i really cant believe it man. damn.

fuck the GM.

i'll rmber that bitch. yes, i'll make sure i call u a bitch when i see u.

cuts are all over our hands. painful.


not enought sleep all.

tired.
stress.
troubled.
this is torturing.




sick. sickening.

everday, im staring at people and envy them. how wonderful. how sweet.


spotted one cute guy this morning! xp

roar. i cant sleep. dammit.

jus recalled smth.

this customer was like, " hey, can i have the wrapper, i'll wrap it myself"
she spoke so fast.
i stared at her for awhile and pointed at her and said, " you wrap it youself? "
and she was like pointing at herself and said, " err, ya. i'll wrap it myself "

how embarassing. ); i need sleeping pills!

WOW! hardly blog nowadays. been working. so freaking beat.


today is the third day of work. everything's cool.
kinda tiring. HAHA. i love the angmohs. xp
OH MY GARD! i saw daniel can. lol.

anw, gotta know new peeps like addis, joey and fabian and luana.
well, not forgetting irene, esther and the rest. they're all nice people(:
sadly addis is not gonna work anymore but nice time knowing him. and yes, he's nice cos he took over me ytd as i couldnt make it(: lol.

overall my life's getting better. (: thanks god.


i need a nap now, so damn tired. love u peeps. mwah<3

work tmr! WOHOOOOO!

kaku wenta thailand on fri alr. gonna miss miss her(: mwah*
had some briefing with irene on fri with pris. After that, wenta suntec and had swensen. GOSH.
got one cute guy. LOL. damn i was tired then. no mood t see.
went home and YA sleep(: met mum and sis for my contact lens thingy den wenta meet pris.
CAUGHT SKYHIGH! and yes, SORRY TERENCE DADDY):
conference in the night.(:

on sat, which is ytd, had swordarious meeting. lotsa ppl couldnt make it. :/
after everything, wenta eat. den pooled. den slacked . den took cab t liyi's place.
tonned. YAWN. am so tired now. no strength t go out ah!!!!

someone reminds me of you.

i cant sleep everynight. everynight.
i slept late and woke up early. wth!

HEADACHE. got ma hair DONE! :DDDDDDDD

i cried last night and slept at 5am. now my eyes are swollen. @.@

i dreamt i wenta bangkok. and i called max but couldnt get thru.
max, i think i miss u too much alr. LOL.
also dreamt of feeding a baby monkey with milk. MILK BOTTLE. ahem. damn cuteeee.


imissyou.

yesyes, "SAD LOVE STORY" IS NICE. DAMN DAMN. thats why my eyes are swollen. LOL.
JUNYING AHHH~~~ xp

i'll ruin your life if anyone ruins mine. i will never let u off.

out t liu su gong's place this afternoon.
cousins were all damn funny. i miss those daysssss :/

met up with pris for a swim.
hahahhaa. got this guy kept asking me how t swim. LOL.
took bus back t tamp.
OMG!!! SAW 3 OHMYGODNESS guys.
one malay, two chinese.
i didnt know pris was aiming them until i start the topic. LOL.

ate LJS.
slacked at mac. saw another cute malay guy. weeeee~
saw dominic. he was like ," eeeeeyyyy, hiiiiiii!" HAHA. so funny.
saw gary and dharni. ate at mac. saw alvin, bryan and yong teck.
OMG! another cute guy! THIS IS SUPER CUTE! i prefer the mac one. heheeee.:D


OH,YOU BITCH AND BASTARD. YOU KNOW WHO U ARE. MOFOS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX! (:

silithus AOP today. damn i was late): i didnt watch their dance and all. only the last part.
super lotsa new people. nice t know celle too(:

was playing around today. WAH. shirley damn HIONG ah.
headache. duno why. LOL.
YAY YAY! DANCE WORKS! DANCE WORKS!


pics uploaded!!!!

caught 'DOOM' with dad, sis and her bf. i jus rmbered i used t play that game when i was young.
how interesting. the show is great.but for some ppl, it''' be boring.

exciting show. The Rock is cute. i like his eyebrow. HAHA.


oh yes, dont try t be funny. and dont try t be nice. oh fuck off!

i spoiled myself. i destroyed myself. bitch

YAWN. i slept at 4. went t bugis with pris, zesheng and guanwei.
and headed t TCC for lunch. thanks guanwei for the treat. LOL.
pooled.
took cab t some place. sat down and have a nice time time trying sheesha. heh.
damn fun. i wanna go agaiN!

was supposed t meet bishen at downtown. but he decided t come down t tamp.
took train back. wenta arcade. -.- while waiting for bishen.
when he came, he was kinda pek chek la. cos of smth. but he went back home after that.
caught midnight show! "THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE"
it was quite a nice show. shocking i can say. HAHA. two timid guys. oh my. LOL.
i was abit scared though. but they were actually using their jackets and towel t cover their face! LOL.

after the show, they walked me up t my house. exactly outside my house.
waked my mum up t acc me. HAHA.

quickly bathe before 3. LOl. those who watched will understand. xp
on the phone with pris and terence.

gtg! mwah.

i jus rmber i dreamt of edison! ROAR. he came t my house. ahahaha. how nice.

shirley look so cuteeee. LOL.

HAHA. check leonard out. during dance prac.